Happy Mother's Day!!!!

Friday I go home early to look at a place, and afterwards I went to the store to get some cigarettes. Well at Casey's they were too high so I went to another store. When I left the store, I turned I seen my oldest daughter, whom I can no longer talk to, I am supposed to have no contact with her. Well my fiance` said "Baby isn't that your daughter?" I said "Yes that is my oldest baby!" I said her name, but I don't think she heard me. So then Sunday (Mother's Day), I went to the gas station to get cigarettes. As I was heading home, I seen both my girls riding their bikes. I turned around to make sure that it was indeed my girls. My oldest daughter looked right at me and turned her head, like she was scared. Her adoptive mom has her so scared that if she looks at me, she will get in trouble.  The adoptive mom, doesn't even know me.  She has only seen me twice, never talked to me, never got to know me.  But yet, I am a horrible person, that cannot have anything to do with three of my children.  But, I guess what I can say is I got to see two of my children for Mother's Day! Even though I didn't talk to them, I still got to see them.  And one day soon, we will be together again.  Man I miss them so much....

Quotes That I Enjoy!!!!

We were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, two ears to listen.  But why only one heart?  Because the other one was given to someone for us to find....

         Family

               We may not have it all together but,
               together we have it all....


Sometimes you have to runaway so you can see who will run after you. Sometimes you have to talk quieter just to see who's listening. Sometimes you have to step up in a fight just to see who's by your side. Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision to see who's there to fix it. Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love just to see if they love you enough to come back.

... "LOVE IS WHEN" ...
YOU MISS HIM EVEN BEFORE YOU PART.. WHEN YOU COULD LISTEN TO HIM TALK ALL NIGHT AND NEVER GET TIRED OF HEARING HIS VOICE... WHEN THE SOUND OF HIS NAME WILL SEND CHILLS DOWN YOUR SPINE... AND YOU SEE HIS SMILE THE SECOND YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES.

I DON'T ASK FOR MUCH BECAUSE WITH YOU I HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED

IT'S ABOUT LOVE, IT'S ABOUT COMPASSION, IT'S ABOUT KINDNESS AND FAITH. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH LUCK. YOU GET WHAT YOU GIVE, SO GIVE GOOD.
THE ONLY WAY TO GET THROUGH LIFE IS TO LAUGH YOUR WAY THROUGH IT
 
 LEARN FROM YESTERDAY, LIVE FOR TODAY, HOPE FOR TOMORROW


LOVE IS PATIENT, LOVE IS KIND. IT DOES NOT ENVY, IT DOES NOT BEAST, IT IS NOT PROUD. IT IS NOT RUDE, IT IS NOT SELF-SEEKING. IT IS NOT EASILY ANGERED, IT KEEPS NO RECORD OF WRONGS. IT ALWAYS PROTECTS, ALWAYS TRUSTS, ALWAYS HOPES, ALWAYS PRESERVES.


...LIFE IS TO SHORT TO WAKE UP WITH REGRETS. SO LOVE THE PEOPLE THAT TREAT YOU RIGHT, FORGET THE ONES WHO DON'T. AND BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. IF YOU GET A CHANCE, TAKE IT. IF IT CHANGES YOUR LIFE, LET IT! NOBODY SAID IT WOULD BE EASY, THEY JUST PROMISED IT WOULD BE WORTH IT... KISS SLOWLY, PLAY HARD, FORGIVE QUICKLY, TAKE CHANCES, GIVE EVERYTHING... AND HAVE NO REGRETS!

 LOVE IS WHEN SOMEONE ELSE'S HAPPINESS IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR OWN

BE WHO U ARE AND SAY WHAT U FEEL BECAUSE THOSE WHO MIND DON'T MATTER & THOSE WHO MATTER DON'T MIND

Never Did I Imagine.........

I really don't know what to write.  I have never blogged before.  So here goes nothing. 

Never did I think that i would find someone to love me for me. 
Never did I dream that someone would want me the way I want them.
Never did I imagine that we would be so happy together....

Well I found him, he found me, WE found eachother. 

We met in October 2009, I was walking home and I stopped to talk to our mutual friend, while he was sitting in the van just staring away.  I asked my friend who that was.  He said "Oh that's Jeff" I told my friend that he needed to stop staring.

A couple days later, another friend of mine called me and said "Hey can you come over here, I have someone I want you to meet?"  I told her "I'd be there in a little bit."  When I got over there, he was resting up against her car.  She said "Samantha this is Jeff, Jeff this is Samantha." He turned around and said "what's up" I said "nothing".  That's all that was said.  Later on, we were walking away from eachother and he asked me if we could hang out sometime.  Of course i said yes.  So the next few days, we would see eachother and talk a little bit.  Then he gave me his number, I called him and we started spending lots of time together.  And from there we became who we are today! Two became One!  I mean don't get me wrong, we have had some bad times, but we got through them.  And we've been together since.